Bad News. Too Tired is born.

I am a Java Programmer with a decade worth of coding experience. Can good type very fast but also uses "backspace " occasionally to correct my typo mistake. You can tell how my mood is by counting how many times of "backspace" that i use per sentence. The more I click on the "backspace" the worst mood that I have.

I can not remember since when i fall in love with WWW. I Work for money, I Work for my Family and I Work for my GF. I really can not image what would I do if I am not working. I only know how to fulfill other people's dream by giving him all the opportunities.

I like to help people. Other people's problem will be my problem. I can not help to feel sad if my friend or colleague feel sad. I will do my best to help others. I do not know why I like to help people. If I am rich, I must create my own genetic lab to find how to explain that I like to help others genetically. If possible, I want to reduce that "like to help people" genes.

I always feel tired as I wanted the best for every thing. I have to think and think and think of delivering the best software solution to my client even though i know my client does not need those features. I always give more features than my client wants. I want to make my client happy and I want to make my staff proud of their work. I want my company to earn a lot of money and etc. I have lots of "unrealistic" targets in my working life. I know that they are not realistic but my heart tells me to work on it. My brain asks me to think for the best idea. My hand asks me to type with the fastest speed. Every part of my body ask me to do the best. haha.. Doing the best needs lots of energy. and this make me very tired. And when I am too tired, I like to share my experience. I think I can write the best if and only if when I am too tired.

Too tired now is ready to bloggggggggg.